Today Feels Gray

Ever feel that you want to do something, but your not sure if you can go through with it, or if you want to even do it in the first place. Mabye I'm scared of what will become of this . I want change. But, honestly, I get scared of change. This has been looming in my head since day one. Sumer came and went. Halloween is coming. How can put this off. Do i want to put this off?