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"I'm terribly sorry to hear that your head cold is still around.
Your mind is one that I enjoy very much so, and I wish to adveture and discover every nook and crainie of it.
I hope you can return to your proper health soon enough so I continue proper conversations with my boyfriend, creative personality bursting conversation. Tastey to the seems.
I was supossed to go to the beach today, but Instead we slept in and watched dexter and have biked.
Now I'm watching a soap opera with my grandma. There is a wedding going on at the moment.
soon enough I will go to J.C. penny.
then, I will bbq with my dad.
a day for a queen, which is the card that is featured on my shirt that I am currently wearing. I like it.
Git better. have a nice new years and love you"

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"-I like flanel
-eric just got taken away to be feed to teradactol chicks
-I am going to look for my very own surf gear today!!
-This is all being provided to you via new laptop!
-I am special, thanks to you I believe it

a ya ay , sammay says hay
But actually I will now bid adieu, for my back pains me to it's greatest extent and the will to have my back to Jerrassci Park, is fading fast.

Till the end of world war one, I shall see you then my sweet.
Somewhere in the trenches,
Sam"

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"ANYHOW, enough of my banter about lifetime revelutions. I know it's rather time consuming and pointless to talk about. But good news is, I will not have to be reassure any more, because I am now strong and able, alone.
I am in the process of writing this and also watching Jerassic Park 3. Since I am looking at the computer screen I can only hear the sounds of the movie, which are terribly frightening and roarsome sounds. During the constant cloud of anticipation, the most suttle of raptor claw scratches makes the cloud and omininous tint of black and grey. Then the light Is comletely smothered, the world alters underneath. Sreetlights become twisted dry twigs that burrow into the flith. The world as I know it turns on me. The dinosaurs feel real in the HD, surround sound. I am Nash, in the ugly sloppy bowels of the T-rex a saurus...sun-a -man asaur-us?, .....SAMasaurus!?, .......devonraptorinnocentasaurus-eat-boy-and-sun. Yes that's the dinosaur I saw distroy the camp.
Okay, I'm rather sore from my 10K hike yesterday., but ya, I wanted this reply to have some meet to it.
-I got taller
-I want a breakfast right now, involving some form of egg
-I have a camera full of breathtaking pictures of hills and ocean, from yesterday:: honestly lifechanging."

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"nice first to sentences.., a little dddrunk my friend?
and yes, I enjoy yo and everything you tell me, I honestly don't deserve half of it.
And the amazing part is that I'm slowy begining to believe every word you say. It's a fantastical revelation in my life.
Things like your support, your words, you in general, and the ocean and Califonia help clear my stupid worisome self-consiousnous that should'nt exsist.
If I hide behind thoughts and tiresome worrys, I will never grow or be the fullest happiest I can really be.
I am just so thankful that you have gotten me to this point that I really don't care any more about any of it!, I am who I am, and people just need to deal with it.
I love it, and I love you."

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"ps.
I wrote a tiny good-bye-signing-my-name thing because you always do It and I can clearly see who it's from. I laugh out loud ever single time.
But it's cute, so I will see you at the end of world war one."

Somehow I always find myself at the floor, looking up and watching SNL.

the best life can get.
what else do you wanna do on a rainy californian wednesday?
grocrey shop.
nay
play pool?
nay
snl
yay
seth rogen
yay

I think I may be in love with a country

my thought via farcebook messages..
thought of them as interessting, and they slighty summerize?. read on your own account, enjoyment not garunteed.


"happy you still belive in my inner radiance.
You really think I'm becoming more confident and mature?, that's adorable. I really hope so.
And I absoulutly love how you can make me feel so good.

btw, I will and always have mastered the waves, and will again on christ mas PERHAPS!, happy christ mas,
wish you were here like no other.
and I totally went on 10 rollercoasters today
Life is swell."

December Twenty-Sixth

Hello, hey hi.


today was one of many. Good Christ. I hiked ten K's up and down hills that look like the ones uh-bove.
one of the hardest things I have ever accomplished, physically.
I hear: Ned's declassified school survival guide, dorkin' laughs escaping my aunt.


I see: computer screen, pretty obvious


I feel: exhausted. empty. healthy. sore feet. brick fireplace, clean hair


I taste: nothing, but soon to be toast with peanut butter, a craving that I've been having all day.


I smell: chicken nuggets being prepared.





mmmmmm, food.


something I can't live without right now.





Santa Barbra tomorrow, .

The Odyssey

Why is it annoying teachers randomly tell you to get out because your annoying?

Life is confusing.

Musical opens today, good heavens.
I'm rather excited for this farce of a musical. It will have everything that one desires.
But really, I'm dorking out.